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Dreamy

by Hard Pass

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1.
You were in my dream last night. you were telling me to let it go- with that same matter-of-fact voice that you used when the espresso maker broke in that coffee shop where you work and there’s a customer who wants to fucking cry and she’s know it’s not your fault but she won’t leave you alone. It’s so hard to walk away sometimes. And she’s looking at you like how will she ever survive the day without her latte? She’s looking at you and all you can do is repeat the same thing you just said. At you and how will she ever survive, how will she ever survive? And you, all you can do is repeat yourself again. That was me last night, in this dream, next to the sugar and the cream. You said you’ve done what you can but it’s out of your hands and you’re sure you’ll never love me. And i’m looking at you like how can this be true? How can this be true? I’m looking at you like how will i ever survive? How will i ever survive without you And how can this be true oh i’m looking at you like how will i ever survive? Because I’ve seen all the signs, checked our compatibility online, and if it doesn’t mean a thing at all well then who the hell am i? I’m just an asshole with a crush at best, or, worse, like all the men i’ve left who didn’t believe me when i said I’m not ever coming back. And you deserve to be understood.
2.
Jub Jub 02:07
All I ever want to do is watch the Simpsons and bike over bridges, play a bunch of records, and, write a song that sounds and feels true. I never had a job I didn’t learn to hate, never had a wage that justified my labor. I never felt essential but I couldn’t show up late. Never will I ever be my job Never will I ever be my job Never will I ever be my job Never will I ever be my job My emotional performance isn’t worth your tip and structural criticism doesn’t pay the rent. late capitalism isn’t worth shit Never will I ever be my job Never will I ever be my job
3.
Gemini 01:45
When I say/ that i’m worried about my lack of sleep It’s not because i can’t close my eyes but because there’s another me Struggling (never resting, never resting) Struggling (begging to get out) Are you a gemini? Are we twin spirits? Are you a gemini- forever conjoined, never apart? Gemini! Gemini! Gemini! Are you a gemini? Take my body / make it bloody / like clay putty / grind my bones up into dust / tear my cartilage and feed it to stray cats / maybe that will set you free. Are you a gemini? Are we twin spirits? Are you a gemini- forever conjoined, never apart? Gemini! Gemini! Gemini! Are you a gemini?
4.
Thicker Skin 03:36
Mark the dates the planets shift and the days they realign down on your calendar- little ball-point pen reminders- a potential shift in attitude, a new look on life- maybe the moon will change something soon cuz im so sick of trying. Circle places you have been on the map up on your wall. I used to be envious, and now i still can’t say that im not at all but i have loved the places i have been and you have been to places you have never seen. I don’t really believe that anyone has skin thats thick enough for this mess we’re in. So don’t tel me that i need a thicker skin. Mark the dates the planets shift and the days they realign. I’m sorry I couldn’t fix you but don’t ever say I didn’t fucking try- i fucking tried. I don’t really believe that anyone has skin thats thick enough for this mess we’re in. So don’t tell me that i need a thicker skin, so don’t tell me that I need a thicker skin.
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Dreamy 03:11
I’m trying to stop dreaming about fits of violence. And i’m trying to stop dreaming about you and I dying. Maybe it’s a sickness that grows, maybe I shouldn’t impose. Maybe it’s a sickness that grows, maybe I shouldn’t impose. I’ve been having dreams again. When I wake, i cannot shake them. (Maybe it’s a sickness that grows, maybe I shouldn’t impose.) Cold sweats i’m paralyzed, terrified of my own mind. (Maybe it’s a sickness that grows, maybe I shouldn’t impose.)

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Hard Pass would like to extend our most heartfelt gratitude to those who helped make this release possible- Andrew Goetz and Greg Thornberg, Angie Boylan, Jeff Collins, Lauren Galloway, Shawn Massak, Ilana Hope, Adam Reich, Shea Stadium, Ian Pritchard, Nick Pitman, Keith, Vera and Knuckles at Looming Rehearsal, and to our dear friends, families and pets.

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released May 12, 2018

Recorded February 2018 by Adam Reich at Second Base Studio in Sunset Park. Mixed by Adam Reich and Nick Pitman, mastered by Ian Pritchard. Album art by Jane Wiseheart. .

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